My Life My Decision...

13years ago when i was 12...im dying to be 1 of the best athlete and masuk sekolah sukan pertama d bukit jalil masa tu...my moms said that im still young to go...i want it badly but cair pula bila mummy uda ckp "tda kwn mummy dcni klu ko p" i was...she is more important than my dreams. When i was 17,lepas SPM...minat study tu kurg..so i wanted to start working sementara tgu ada course yg kena d hati ada...but this time my DAD wont let me..i want it badly but cair juga bila daddy ckp "ko ingat sa nda mampu?" so mahu or xmahu, sa tpksa juga amik course account tanpa fikir pjg.. When i was 21, i graduated n working as a sales retail..everyone of them want me to have good job n good salary..sepa yg nda mo kn? of coz sa mo..but why have to push? why i have to follow everything they wanted me to be? where is my decision...